Nothing exposes a narcissist faster than money walking into the room. I learned that at my mother’s dinner table, watching her turn into a woman I had never met. A wealthy couple from her social circle had joined us that evening. The same mother who had called me stupid and useless for most of my … Read more
For most of my adult life, I believed I was the problem in my family. I carried that belief through my marriage and through the birth of my son. I carried it through every phone call with my mother that left me shaking in my car afterward. I once called her to share a business … Read more
A narcissistic man rarely builds himself alone. Somebody at his family’s table usually handed him the blueprint. I learned this by watching my mother raise my younger brother. She called him her prince, and the whole house followed her lead. His mistakes were excused, and his moods were managed by everyone around him. His wants … Read more
Some people cannot stand to watch you be happy, and the hardest part is realizing one of them raised you. I learned that the day my husband and I signed the biggest client our business had ever landed. I called my mother because some stubborn part of me still wanted her to be proud. She … Read more
Sensitive people get called weak so often that many of us start to believe it. My mother said it about me for years, and she said it loudest when others were listening. The last time I heard it, my husband and I had just told the family we were starting our own business. My mother … Read more
The same person who once called you every week just to hear your voice can start doing everything possible to make you despise them. Nobody prepares you for how disorienting that switch feels. My aunt was the warmest person in my family while I was saving for my first home. She asked about my pregnancy, … Read more
My mother once told me with a straight face that she had been “far too generous” with me growing up. I was with my newborn son asleep in the next room, and I gripped the edge of the kitchen counter so I wouldn’t say something I’d regret. This was the woman who called me stupid … Read more
The deepest wound you can give a narcissist requires no confrontation, no revenge, and not a single raised voice. It happens quietly, on the day you start choosing yourself and keep choosing yourself. I learned this from my mother. When most of my family turned against me, she expected me to fall apart. I believe … Read more
Few things mess with your mind like watching a narcissist get applauded. I was newly married when my mother was honored at a fundraiser for a women’s shelter. A stranger took my hands and told me how lucky I was to have been raised by someone so selfless. I smiled and thanked her because I … Read more
Every survivor I know has made the same quiet wish at least once. We want the narcissist to feel even a small piece of what they put us through. I made that wish about my mother for years. I made it most fiercely the year my family turned their backs on me. I was a … Read more
